Listen. Listen. Listen. LISTEN.
Why don’t you hear me? Why don’t you care? Why don’t you listen to what I am saying? Why did you have to hurt me SO MUCH? Why did you not you see what you were doing, and stop? Why did you have to keep on breaking me, over and over and over. Why did you leave right before I had a panic attack or melt down? Why did you make me into the person I was? What were you ever gaining from my pain? What were you ever trying to achieve from making me feel powerless? Why did you have to hurt me so much.