Words Un-Spoken

Here lies the home of my deepest dreams and imagination




Ever since I was about twelve years old I have experienced jealousy over other people getting to spend more time with their friends than me. This was particularly true when my brother returned to a summer camp, which I had... Continue Reading →


So Casually Cruel In The Name Of Being Honest

Let me preface this with a bit of background. When I was a child I often suffered from excessive guilt over small incidents, sometimes this manifested in a lack of appetite and a lot of crying and self-hatred. I developed... Continue Reading →

Self Improvement

I have had a rough few days this past week, to put it bluntly I went through a break up and have been trying to block out reality a lot. As well of this I have experienced an increase in... Continue Reading →


“Just Take The Nail Out”

I can't just take the fucking nail out! The nail is my university application, my graded unit, two reports, a career. The nail is my personal life, an ex and best friend I lost, a life I lost through my... Continue Reading →


Dermatillomania / CSP

Face sore. Skin dry. Dusty nose. Nails dirty. Shoulders tense. Jaw tight. Head hopeless. Pain, humiliation, shame, pointless, hopeless, embaressment, tension, regret, hatred, loathing, anxious, stress, alone, turmoil, release.



'I wish you understood what it was like to be me' 'Why didn't you tell me?' 'Because you never asked.'


Emotional Abuse

Listen. Listen. Listen. LISTEN. Why don't you hear me? Why don't you care? Why don't you listen to what I am saying? Why did you have to hurt me SO MUCH? Why did you not you see what you were... Continue Reading →


Growing Up

It's kind of like someone dying, because we'll never be those exact people again. And my life as it was is gone now, even if I go back it'll never be the same again. And it's so sad that I... Continue Reading →



Life is much akin to standing by a propped open door. It's slightly gray and dimly lit on your side, but through the door shines a golden light; inviting, beckoning. Through that door past the golden rays, lie all your... Continue Reading →


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