I am scared to speak, to talk to you. What if I am not me? What if I create an image unlike myself? What if, when I speak, the words I use, the phrasing and composition, the sound of my... Continue Reading →
Face sore. Skin dry. Dusty nose. Nails dirty. Shoulders tense. Jaw tight. Head hopeless. Pain, humiliation, shame, pointless, hopeless, embaressment, tension, regret, hatred, loathing, anxious, stress, alone, turmoil, release.
'I wish you understood what it was like to be me' 'Why didn't you tell me?' 'Because you never asked.'