Ever since I was about twelve years old I have experienced jealousy over other people getting to spend more time with their friends than me. This was particularly true when my brother returned to a summer camp, which I had... Continue Reading →
Face sore. Skin dry. Dusty nose. Nails dirty. Shoulders tense. Jaw tight. Head hopeless. Pain, humiliation, shame, pointless, hopeless, embaressment, tension, regret, hatred, loathing, anxious, stress, alone, turmoil, release.
'I wish you understood what it was like to be me' 'Why didn't you tell me?' 'Because you never asked.'