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Sadness

Alone, Not Lonely

I am scared to speak, to talk to you. What if I am not me? What if I create an image unlike myself? What if, when I speak, the words I use, the phrasing and composition, the sound of my... Continue Reading →

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Mouth Frozen, Pen Willing

The trouble with enjoying a subject so much, and feeling so passionate about it, is that it can be terrifying to talk about because I never feel as though I can do the subject, nor my passion for it, justice.... Continue Reading →

One Day Yesterday

Remember this Because one day, when you are back home You will think of yesterday when this happened And you will think of these people who are still out here, living their lives moment by moment, day by day. So... Continue Reading →

So Casually Cruel In The Name Of Being Honest

Let me preface this with a bit of background. When I was a child I often suffered from excessive guilt over small incidents, sometimes this manifested in a lack of appetite and a lot of crying and self-hatred. I developed... Continue Reading →

Self Improvement

I have had a rough few days this past week, to put it bluntly I went through a break up and have been trying to block out reality a lot. As well of this I have experienced an increase in... Continue Reading →

“Just Take The Nail Out”

I can't just take the fucking nail out! The nail is my university application, my graded unit, two reports, a career. The nail is my personal life, an ex and best friend I lost, a life I lost through my... Continue Reading →

Dermatillomania / CSP

Face sore. Skin dry. Dusty nose. Nails dirty. Shoulders tense. Jaw tight. Head hopeless. Pain, humiliation, shame, pointless, hopeless, embaressment, tension, regret, hatred, loathing, anxious, stress, alone, turmoil, release.

Ask

'I wish you understood what it was like to be me' 'Why didn't you tell me?' 'Because you never asked.'

Emotional Abuse

Listen. Listen. Listen. LISTEN. Why don't you hear me? Why don't you care? Why don't you listen to what I am saying? Why did you have to hurt me SO MUCH? Why did you not you see what you were... Continue Reading →

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