Face sore. Skin dry. Dusty nose. Nails dirty. Shoulders tense. Jaw tight. Head hopeless. Pain, humiliation, shame, pointless, hopeless, embaressment, tension, regret, hatred, loathing, anxious, stress, alone, turmoil, release.
'I wish you understood what it was like to be me' 'Why didn't you tell me?' 'Because you never asked.'